THANKSSS...

Thank a lot for my father and mother, my siblings, and my other family and my entire course-mate and my other friend too. Because you all give me inspiration to be more strong to study in UPM.

Especially for my boyfriend or my future husband, Muhammad Zulfadli bin Zahari, thanks my dear because you help me and always with me although whatever happen to our relationship. Thanks my dear….

Other that, thanks a lot too to my lecturer, Miss Sangeetha because you give opportunity to me to study with you in subject BBI 2409.

And last…. Not forget too for my God…

Thanks for you all…

I love u so much…thanks…

May Allah bless you…

14th week ...

Next week, I have final exam. So, this week, my lecturers give me and my course-mate some points and topic to study. I don’t know what topics I must and want to read because only in one subject, have many topics where it’s important and must to study. But I have six subjects. And if I choose topic where I just want to read, I’m scared if the question about that topic not have and not out in exam. What I would to do? Oh my God... Help me...

In this week too, I don’t have many class because my lecturer give me and my class-mate time to study. So, we can relax and have more time to repair what I want to study first. But for me, I can’t relax like my other friend. It’s because after class, I must go to my job at cafe in my faculty. It is at Faculty of Educational, UPM. So, I don’t have time to rest myself.

After class and job too, another that, at night, I must go to Bangsar because I have tuition class. In there, I’m being a tuition teacher. I’m teaching in subject Malay language. With all that activities, I can give reason why I don’t have time to rest and relax such as my other friend. Although I’m tired with my class and my job, but I lose feel tired when I saw my student face. It because, they were gives me inspiration with their show interest to study with me. After my class finish, I was return to UPM. Only this time I can relax and rest myself. Every week, my activities like this.

However and whatever happen to me, I hope I can do the best in my final exam next week. I hope what I want and will study will out in exam. This my hoping. I know my God always listen what my heart say…

Thanks to you my God…

13rd week ...

Think! Think! And think! Oh… what I would to write in my blogspot this week??? I have many activities. But, which one I want to tell and write??? Should I tell about my holiday while I back to Kelantan??? Or how with my student in my class tuition??? Or maybe it’s interesting when I tell about my boyfriend in the bus while we are on the way to back to Kuala Lumpur from holiday at village in Kelantan. It’s so funny.

Never mind… First, actually, other do a part time at my faculty, I too do a part time as a tuition teacher in Bangsar. I think it’s more okay if I tell about my status as a teacher and my student as a kid where they all very cute and good student.

In the first class, where I am as their teacher, my entire students listen to me and look with their smile to me. I’m shy. But, my first class be a happy where one student do a each joke and at the same time, all student laugh. I too, like them. I laugh like them. Hahaha… opss.. I forgot that I’m a teacher now. But, my students still ok and can study what I teach to them with very well. As a teacher, I must to try to be a mature and be as a role person to my student. Now, I understand how my teacher circumstance while they teach me and my friends in class while I still a student for a long time ago. Actually, teacher is a best part. It’s because when we be a teacher, we will feel that we back as a student. We too, can understand what our student want and feel because we too, from a student.

I hope I can be a good teacher to my student and I too, hope I can teach my all student until them success in their studies and life. Thanks for the God…
Luv u all…
Daaa…..

12nd week...

For this week, I just go to my class and not go to my part time job. It’s because, I feel very tired and I too, don’t have more time to rest my self. So, I think, I must to save each time to my self to rest. I’m very, very, and very tired. That I feel now. Other that, at the same time, why I apply a official permission to absent from my work because this week, I must sent all my assignment. For that, I must to finish all that. I don’t know what I would to do. Oh my God… help me..

One night, after I pray, I invoke for the God and hope can help me and become me as a patient girl in whatever happens to me. Actually, I always invoke like this for God, but for this week, my soul not calm. I always think about my assignment where it’s not already finish. At the same time, I too, very sad because before all thing be like now, I not remember and not use my time with the best. I always think about enjoy, until I forget my duty as a student and good daughter to my parents.

After that, I always think about my duty and my situation now. In UPM and in my home at Kelantan, it’s not same and very different. I no and I must do and try to finish all my assignment. Until this week, I always sleep in the late night. I will try for my best to finish all this week. And the last time, I success and all my assignment, I sent them to my lecture in the time where they give to our class. Thanks’ God because give me to be a person who are strong in whatever circumstance where in this world. Thank for one more…. ( “, )

11th week...

I don’t know how I would to write first and what the sentences I must to write to get a set the words making a single complete statement. In my mind too, I don’t have any idea to write in my blogspot. But I think, think, and think. Yeah!!! I got it. I remember. That is, this week, my lecturer gives me and my friends some works to do. That is, she wants our class get a partner and choose whatever topic or terms and do it as assignment.

But, that time, my friend not comes to the class BBI 2409 today. So, I’m very frustrated because I don’t know what topic I would choose. If she comes, maybe I can discuss and get an interesting topic with her. But Nuyu, my classmate asks and gives me one idea. He suggest to me to write about a terms of agriculture industry. Although I confuse with his suggested, but I take too. Thanks Nuyu. Maybe I can discuss with my friend first in this night and change other topic in tomorrow class.

In the tomorrow class, my lecturer, Miss Sangeetha told to my entire classmate that our topic where we choose not happily and so boring. So, she thinks she want to choose by herself what terms to give our classmate as a duty to do an assignment.

And the lastly, from my suggestion, I and my partner get one topic and where the title is ‘the right ages to get married’. I’m very happy because I get this topic. I think, I have more idea to list as my assignment. Other I and my friend, my other friend too, get a topic where I think it’s so happily and very interesting to discuss. For example, ‘why person should have a boyfriend and girlfriend where studying in university’. It’s interesting right??? Whatever topic my friend get, I don’t care because I have topic where it’s nicer when we discuss it. I hope I can do the best for this assignment in BBI 2409.

Good luck himawari…
Try for your best nuyuima…

10th week ...

One night in this week, my friend told me that she goes to cinema with her secret person and watch one story where it’s interesting my enthusiasm. The story, I look the along time. I ever suggest to my friend that the story. But I look her not give any respond and like as she not enthusiastic to listen whatever I told her about the story. So, why she watching that story before me??? Maybe I’m late from her. I ever watch about the making of the story. It’s the important and can give me excuse why I’m very enthusiastic about this story. Why my friend first and not me??? I ask to my heart. Owh… I’m very frustrated. The title of the story is “Dragon Ball”.

But whatever happen, I must to watching that story with my self. For that, at the other night, I go out with my secret person and go to “The Mines”. In The Mines, whatever I want, all have there. The important thing is, just if I have money, I can get it. The Mines is near with UPM. Hehe.. I’m very exuberant. But, for the first thing, I go to the place not just for watching the Dragon Ball story, but I have other attention. It is, I want to buy a handset to my mother. It’s because I feel very pity to my mother because she not have handset and to call me, she must wait my sister back to home. It’s too because, my sister work and not stay with my mother and she just back to home infrequent. So, I think when I buy and give handset to my mother, it’s easy to me to call her in the whatever time and same like me, she can do that.

Back to my story, after I buy a handset to my mother, I go to the cinema and get the ticket about Dragon Ball story. I’m very happy. I watch that story and I think its so funny and interesting story to me. I look many people bring their family to watching this Dragon Ball story. I’m very satisfied because I can watch the story with my self about “Dragon Ball”. After that, I go back to UPM. I look at my clock. It’s at 11.30 pm. Owh, it’s too late to me as a girl to go out in the night. Although, I’m very grateful for the God because I still safe. At the night, my sleep with the happy smile and satisfied.

Night Himawari…

9th week...

Today, in the Monday, I will attend to class BBI 2409 at o’clock. This class as substitute for the class in the Thursday. This happen because my lecturer said she will busy in Thursday. So, that’s why our class in BBI 2409 in group 2, must be substitute in this day. Today too, I not go to my part time job because my class more important than work.

In Saturday, my co-curriculum group in ‘Persembahan Lisan Traditional’ goes to the KL Pac. We go to the place at 12 pm. While we are in KL Pac, my group watching one theater where the title of the theater is “The Secret Love Life of Ophelia”. The story of this theater is, Ophelia, where she is a nobility daughter. Ophelia have a linkage love with a young man from Denmark. But, her father was hindering their linkage. So, her love with the man was stopped. And the last story of that theater, Ophelia kill herself because she is very frustrated with her love.

Although this theater is interesting too, but for me it’s so boring. It’s because the language in English where they use in this theater is a high language. But, my language in English not good likes them. So, I just look and watch that theater without understand what they talk about. If I compare my language in Malay and English, I confident that my language in Malay better. Arghh!!! I feel that I must to study hard to get power in English.

After the theater, our group in ‘Persembahan Lisan Traditional’ back to UPM. After I take my bag in my room, I go to the bus-stop. It’s near with ‘Muhammad Rashid College’. I go to the place because I want to wait for RapidKL. After that, I take a commuter and go to the ‘Hentian Putra’. I do like this for the first time in my life. I go to the Hentian Putra because I want back to my village in Kelantan and I want meet my family because I’m very, very miss them…

In the bus, I sleep and I dream that I ascend my bicycle and go to my grandmother home…. It’s so interesting…..

8th week…

This week, my result in the exam last week will be publishing on the board beside our lecturer room. I feel fear to know the result. But, I not take it as my problem. I do for the best in exam. So, I must be strong and accept whatever and how many pointer I get.

I’m very happy when I get my result. For me, it’s okay and good because I do with my best while I answer the question in exam last week. I don’t care what my classmate wants to talking to me with my result. If their result more good from me, all that from their effort. In this case, I think I should put more effort on my study to get good result from them in the exam for the next time. I know I can get more than what I get now. It’s because I’m the good person for myself and as a student in UPM too.

Other that, in this week too, I feel very tension because I don’t have any money. In my hand, only have some money. To top up my credit phone too, I not able to do that. For that, I have to ask my sister to top up for me. I’m very tension. Why must be like this??? Arghhh!!! I’m worried with my life. I’m never thinking that I will have problem about money in UPM. But now, it’s happen to me. What I would to do??? One thing where is important is, I must be a patient girl. But, whatever problem I have, it can’t hinder me to more attempts to be a good student in UPM.

7th week...

I think, I must more attempt and not to tension my duty as a student UPM. Why not I say like that??? This week, I must settle all my assignment. For example, journal of BBI subject and “Adab Islam”.

This week, I must send my journal to my lecturer. Have 7 journals where I must send. But, my chance side for me because my entire journal already finish. I just wait to print and send to my lecture. I’m so feel good.

For this week too, I receive my new assignment from my lecture in ‘Adab Islam’ subject. I like study this subject. But, my other’s assignment not be ready to finish. We all very busy for this time. I feel that I will be crazy with before I finish all my assignment. What must I do???
That’s only my feeling. But, in whatever I think and feel, I always do and still try to finish all my duty by my hand. I try to do it. Maybe, for this week, my time will full with assignment. I will try for my best.

6th week …

I’m feeling that I’m very palpitating for this week. Why I feel that??? It’s not because something happen to me but this week is test week. So, I must study hard to answer the question test with very well.

I don’t know, how my answer for the question in my test, I answer that in very good or not. It’s because I’m very confused with that. But, I try to think positive because I’m trying the best for it.

After I come back from the test, in the evening, I join my college activities. It is a ‘aerobic class’ for one hours. With these activities, I can release my tension with very well and I feel that I’m very happy and enjoy it.

On that night, one meeting for the all members for the ‘Cermai block’ was happening. The senior in my block constitute me as agent for all junior in course Home Science Education (SRT), Moral Education and Human Resources Development. I hope I will do my liability as an agent for my friends and do the best for it.

5^th week..

For this week, in class BBI 2409 (English for Academic Purpose), my lecturer teach me and my classmate about how to write the good essay. For that, she gave one essay as homework to our classmate. The essay she want, only 3 paragraphs. The title is “Why I Love My Mum”. So, I write the essay.

“ Why I Love My Mum “

My mum name is Hasmah binti Ibrahim. She is 50 years old. My mother is a housewife. She is very special to me. It’s because, she is very hardworking, patient, and loving person.

I said my mum is very hardworking person because, for me, I never see my mum just sit in our home without do anything. For example, she liked to look out some work to do. For my mum, the thing where is important, she can get some money to give to her daughter to go to school. This happen while I still child. For my mum, anything work, she can do. The important thing is, the work is not wrong and she can do and can give her some money.

In conclusion, I was very proud and love my mum so much. It’s because, she is very hardworking, patient, and loving person. I hope I can help and care for my mum and dad for the next time.

4th week..

In Wednesday afternoon, I follow my friend to his tuition place. He came UPM and take me in that afternoon because my class last very late for this day. My friend tuition place in Bangsar, Selangor. My friend work as a teacher in that tuition.

I was very happy current I coming in that tuition class. All students are very nice and cute. I still remember, for a long time ago, I’m the tuition student like them. I too go to the class tuition. But that’s time, my family life not like them all. It’s very differing with my life. But I know, it’s all happen for a long time ago. When I look them, I feel that I want too to teach them and want to learn them call me as a ‘teacher’. My friend have transfer the job as a teacher in the tuition place to me, but I not accept that because I feel that I’m not ready to all that and many work and assignment where I must to completed. And last, my friend sends me back to the UPM at 11 o’clock because the tuition was stopping at 10 o’clock.

In the weekdays, at night I go out from UPM and goto the Putrajaya. That place is very beautiful in night with the lamp light and the star in the sky. I look many people and have some family go to the Putrajaya. That place for me, very unsuitable to release tension and content the free time with family. That place is very safe too. I’m very proud because I’m the person who a live in Malaysia.

3th week...

I think I more tired from this week. It’s because, I must back too work in the “Pergh Cafe!”. This cafe was open in near my faculty. For the true, I do a part time work in this cafe from last semester. When I do this work, I conscious that I must to more stands in my own feet and know how life as a worker to get some money feel. I miss my parent and my sibling so much. Start from my life as a student in UPM, which I feel. Maybe it’s because I far from my family and because in my life I’m never feel difficult life. But I must be effort and strong because I’m a daughter for my dad and mum.

My birthday is coming… I feel that I’m very happy for this week. Actually, in the morning in my birthday, before I go out, my college organizes one activity. The name of the activities is “Blok Heboh”. I’m the one from all competitors who are devoted for their block in this game. In the last activities, my block who are chosen as “Blok Heboh” and win more present in this activities. I was very happy because with these activities, I can recognize more and know who students are where they are stays in the same block with me. Without this activities, I believe that I still can know who are that students. These activities too, we can call that as “family days”.

After that activities, I go out for celebrate my birthday. I go out with someone who is very special for me. In that time’s, he give me one surprise. That surprise is, he brought me in one place where I think, and I don’t know too, when I can go to that place. For me, that place is very specials and unique. “Sunway Piramid“. That’s the place name. In Sunway Piramid, I feel that I become as a child. It’s because, for me, that place one area where it’s like we in fantasy world. That place gives me feel so happy and it’s also give me not remember about my problem. I take more photo as memories in my birthday for this year.

2th week...

I’m very busy for this week. My schedule too, is very full for this semester. Although the total of credit was same with the last semester, but I think this semester more busy. Maybe it’s because my class not stop from morning until afternoon. I come to UPM from my village two weeks ago from holiday semester. More or less two month we are holiday.

In the class, I look to all my course-mate. All of them very happy. Maybe they think, the time where there not see, is very long because holiday semester. I look all of them talking about something but I’m not sure what the type of the story.

In the evening, I go to the class for my new subject for this semester. But I’m not sure that I’m happy or not. It’s because, for this semester, I’m not same class with my other course-mate. It’s not like for last semester. All class, we’re same. The course in this evening is “Hubungan Etnik”. I feel that because circumstance in that class and all students, I’m not recognize because all of them not same course and faculty with me.

But I’m not give up about that situation. I’m invariable and not stopping my study in my new group. I always think positive and for the last class, I think I can accept that situation in my new groups. The students and lectures too, is very nice and happy always same with my course-mate.

1th week...

My name is Nurul Hakiima bt Abdullah. I was born in Kelantan. I have five siblings and I am the third child in my family. My father work as a Farmer and the other hand my mother is a housewife. I start my first education in Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Bukit Marak from standard one until standard six. After that I went to Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Putri Saadong. After PMR examination I got an offer to futher my study at Sekolah Menengah Teknik Pasir Mas in form four. During my study at that school, I am facing a lot of problems and forced me to take a decision to go to the Sekolah Menengah Teknik Bachok and continue my study until SPM. After that I choose to take STPM in Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sri Gunung and finally I took Bachelor of Moral Education in Universiti Putra Malaysia. Now, I stay at Kolej Keenam and I hope I can go through my study until i got my degree.