Saturday, February 28, 2009

8th week…

This week, my result in the exam last week will be publishing on the board beside our lecturer room. I feel fear to know the result. But, I not take it as my problem. I do for the best in exam. So, I must be strong and accept whatever and how many pointer I get.

I’m very happy when I get my result. For me, it’s okay and good because I do with my best while I answer the question in exam last week. I don’t care what my classmate wants to talking to me with my result. If their result more good from me, all that from their effort. In this case, I think I should put more effort on my study to get good result from them in the exam for the next time. I know I can get more than what I get now. It’s because I’m the good person for myself and as a student in UPM too.

Other that, in this week too, I feel very tension because I don’t have any money. In my hand, only have some money. To top up my credit phone too, I not able to do that. For that, I have to ask my sister to top up for me. I’m very tension. Why must be like this??? Arghhh!!! I’m worried with my life. I’m never thinking that I will have problem about money in UPM. But now, it’s happen to me. What I would to do??? One thing where is important is, I must be a patient girl. But, whatever problem I have, it can’t hinder me to more attempts to be a good student in UPM.

Monday, February 16, 2009

7th week...

I think, I must more attempt and not to tension my duty as a student UPM. Why not I say like that??? This week, I must settle all my assignment. For example, journal of BBI subject and “Adab Islam”.

This week, I must send my journal to my lecturer. Have 7 journals where I must send. But, my chance side for me because my entire journal already finish. I just wait to print and send to my lecture. I’m so feel good.

For this week too, I receive my new assignment from my lecture in ‘Adab Islam’ subject. I like study this subject. But, my other’s assignment not be ready to finish. We all very busy for this time. I feel that I will be crazy with before I finish all my assignment. What must I do???
That’s only my feeling. But, in whatever I think and feel, I always do and still try to finish all my duty by my hand. I try to do it. Maybe, for this week, my time will full with assignment. I will try for my best.

6th week …

I’m feeling that I’m very palpitating for this week. Why I feel that??? It’s not because something happen to me but this week is test week. So, I must study hard to answer the question test with very well.

I don’t know, how my answer for the question in my test, I answer that in very good or not. It’s because I’m very confused with that. But, I try to think positive because I’m trying the best for it.

After I come back from the test, in the evening, I join my college activities. It is a ‘aerobic class’ for one hours. With these activities, I can release my tension with very well and I feel that I’m very happy and enjoy it.

On that night, one meeting for the all members for the ‘Cermai block’ was happening. The senior in my block constitute me as agent for all junior in course Home Science Education (SRT), Moral Education and Human Resources Development. I hope I will do my liability as an agent for my friends and do the best for it.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

5th week..

For this week, in class BBI 2409 (English for Academic Purpose), my lecturer teach me and my classmate about how to write the good essay. For that, she gave one essay as homework to our classmate. The essay she want, only 3 paragraphs. The title is “Why I Love My Mum”. So, I write the essay.

“ Why I Love My Mum “

My mum name is Hasmah binti Ibrahim. She is 50 years old. My mother is a housewife. She is very special to me. It’s because, she is very hardworking, patient, and loving person.

I said my mum is very hardworking person because, for me, I never see my mum just sit in our home without do anything. For example, she liked to look out some work to do. For my mum, the thing where is important, she can get some money to give to her daughter to go to school. This happen while I still child. For my mum, anything work, she can do. The important thing is, the work is not wrong and she can do and can give her some money.

In conclusion, I was very proud and love my mum so much. It’s because, she is very hardworking, patient, and loving person. I hope I can help and care for my mum and dad for the next time.

4th week..

In Wednesday afternoon, I follow my friend to his tuition place. He came UPM and take me in that afternoon because my class last very late for this day. My friend tuition place in Bangsar, Selangor. My friend work as a teacher in that tuition.

I was very happy current I coming in that tuition class. All students are very nice and cute. I still remember, for a long time ago, I’m the tuition student like them. I too go to the class tuition. But that’s time, my family life not like them all. It’s very differing with my life. But I know, it’s all happen for a long time ago. When I look them, I feel that I want too to teach them and want to learn them call me as a ‘teacher’. My friend have transfer the job as a teacher in the tuition place to me, but I not accept that because I feel that I’m not ready to all that and many work and assignment where I must to completed. And last, my friend sends me back to the UPM at 11 o’clock because the tuition was stopping at 10 o’clock.

In the weekdays, at night I go out from UPM and goto the Putrajaya. That place is very beautiful in night with the lamp light and the star in the sky. I look many people and have some family go to the Putrajaya. That place for me, very unsuitable to release tension and content the free time with family. That place is very safe too. I’m very proud because I’m the person who a live in Malaysia.

Friday, February 13, 2009

3th week...

I think I more tired from this week. It’s because, I must back too work in the “Pergh Cafe!”. This cafe was open in near my faculty. For the true, I do a part time work in this cafe from last semester. When I do this work, I conscious that I must to more stands in my own feet and know how life as a worker to get some money feel. I miss my parent and my sibling so much. Start from my life as a student in UPM, which I feel. Maybe it’s because I far from my family and because in my life I’m never feel difficult life. But I must be effort and strong because I’m a daughter for my dad and mum.

My birthday is coming… I feel that I’m very happy for this week. Actually, in the morning in my birthday, before I go out, my college organizes one activity. The name of the activities is “Blok Heboh”. I’m the one from all competitors who are devoted for their block in this game. In the last activities, my block who are chosen as “Blok Heboh” and win more present in this activities. I was very happy because with these activities, I can recognize more and know who students are where they are stays in the same block with me. Without this activities, I believe that I still can know who are that students. These activities too, we can call that as “family days”.

After that activities, I go out for celebrate my birthday. I go out with someone who is very special for me. In that time’s, he give me one surprise. That surprise is, he brought me in one place where I think, and I don’t know too, when I can go to that place. For me, that place is very specials and unique. “Sunway Piramid“. That’s the place name. In Sunway Piramid, I feel that I become as a child. It’s because, for me, that place one area where it’s like we in fantasy world. That place gives me feel so happy and it’s also give me not remember about my problem. I take more photo as memories in my birthday for this year.
2th week...

I’m very busy for this week. My schedule too, is very full for this semester. Although the total of credit was same with the last semester, but I think this semester more busy. Maybe it’s because my class not stop from morning until afternoon. I come to UPM from my village two weeks ago from holiday semester. More or less two month we are holiday.

In the class, I look to all my course-mate. All of them very happy. Maybe they think, the time where there not see, is very long because holiday semester. I look all of them talking about something but I’m not sure what the type of the story.

In the evening, I go to the class for my new subject for this semester. But I’m not sure that I’m happy or not. It’s because, for this semester, I’m not same class with my other course-mate. It’s not like for last semester. All class, we’re same. The course in this evening is “Hubungan Etnik”. I feel that because circumstance in that class and all students, I’m not recognize because all of them not same course and faculty with me.

But I’m not give up about that situation. I’m invariable and not stopping my study in my new group. I always think positive and for the last class, I think I can accept that situation in my new groups. The students and lectures too, is very nice and happy always same with my course-mate.